Frustrated, yet happy. =]]=

okay, today i am frustated.

but now also happy.

happy because i found out that like my fav youtube comedian...fantabulous101 also lives in texas just like me.. (thanks to his neighbor ;] )

so i was happy dancing about that....



frustated because today i had two dance classes as usual, lyrical, and leaps and turns. lyrical is my very favorite genre of dance but just to make sure i keep sharp on my jumps i take leaps and turns as a technique class. although all the girls are on the same level as me, they are much much older. it makes me upset and embarrased most of the times because this usually is a class with 20 girls, but today the outcome quota was 5. which means we did all the combinations solo. which also mean all the other older better girls were keeping a close eye on me. i couldnt get my jumping piques right and i was pretty upset. so i promised myself that as soon as i got in the car i would tell my mom that i wanted to drop my leaps and turns class for the rest of the year.



- bad idea let me tell u,.. i stuck through with my plan and told my mom. which just made her wayyy upset. then she told me how good it was for me and that i had to stick with it. then she starting basicaly bashing my fav class, lyrical, and saying it wasnt really good excersie, and hip hop in which she said i will never need that later in life.

so now i'm pretty upset about that...and the fact that i havent talked to my best friend who lives far away in 2 days!! *tear. we usually talk everyday but she is in her school play tonight so shesbeen really busy. (no fight or anything. lol just busy.)

i'm about to post another happy blog like.... NOW. i would out it under this but it doesnt fit..